told y'all i was weird.

''you may say im a dreamer, but im not the only one.''
Since i was in my high school years, i have always wished on not having a bf, or involve in a total-waste-of-time-lovey-dovey relationship. SERIOUS, no kidding here *putting on serious and annoying face with my five fingers stretching out in the air. I dont know what is wrong with me during high school, God knows. Haha. Anyways, i never thought i would finished high school obeying my weird wish but i did. I never had a boyfriend during my high school days! Can you believe that? Euw so lame ahh this kid. Everyone is all lovey dovey with their pakwe or abe or whatever and i finished my high school without any sijil 'Ada-Boyfriend' in my hand?? Getout!! *high-pitched voice; hands slapping anyone-who-is-near-me's arm. So my weird wish was granted with flying colors. Goodjob nerd! Here's what you dont know about me. I attended a school in bangi and i have to wear tudung and all where i always thought i look weird wearing one *this is during school ok, i look great now :P Ini macam kisah dongeng Ugly Duckling la where at school i was the not-good-looking one and outside i was rocking this cool messy hair. You know? I hate my high school days especially when i was in form 1-3. Man, it was hell for me. I went to school, didnt have that many friends in class, couple of them loved to goof around with me which i thought was annoying, throwing and passing my bagpack in a circle with me standing and jumping like loco in the middle. I cried, trust me. I hate it. They thought it was funny -,-
And then there was Myspace, i made and acc after my pmr, and then i went from nobody to somebody. Cewahh! So i love my form 4-5 years buhcause i was in different class than some of the bitches in my old class and people finally knew what was i really like and the finally did, and it was great :D But still, no boyfriend. HAHA cause they thought i was kindof boyish and all. Hm, whatever.
I am happy with what kindof person i turn out to be now and i still stand on my weird wish. I dont wanna be in a relationship and idk, waste my future? Haha, i know it's silly but that's just how i want things to be. I have had crushes on so many different guys now, and i had actually been in one relationship with my exclassmate after my spm and it didnt last long but it was fun. Hee and however, i just want my life to be sorted out and when the time is right, i will stop that weird wish of mine. Ahaha!
Ps/ besides, i always puzzle on why people would want to go through life with complicated relationship stuff? I am still puzzle XD