Blame it on Rapunzel

"There's a spark in you, you just have to ignite the light and let it shine"

OK Fif, so what is it now? What's with the lyrics? Haha, it's so funny i cant tell :P Or rather too shy to spit the details. Hee. Ok ok so yesterday i went out with couple of friends and i wanna watch Harry Potter like crazy but one of my friend had watched it before and so we had to go with Rapunzel. Amazing movie. Kindof like Rapunzel fairy tale story but with a great spin. So there was this scene where Rapunzel sang about 'Dream'. Bbrrilliaant song lah i tell you. So the song is just kicking in my eardrum over and over again. With it, comes along my past dreams, flashback after flashback just playing and playing inside my mind.

Since i was in high school i have been a big fan of a reality show called America's Next Top Model. I watch every single season of it and two of the models have ended up on my muse column *if you can see. Aha. Soooo the embarrassing part is, that a very small tiny tiny part inside of me keep on saying, 'Fif, dont you wanna model? Like, try it or something?' Naah, i dont have the heights, not enough -,- I dont even know if i have the looks and the killer bod for it. Plus the gift to model -,- I dont think i have it. HAHA. Geez so what is your dream? Maybe you have one or two in the back of your mind screeaaming to break out? Yeah, so i wanna model. I wanna model so much that i even think i can rock it, i wanna model so much that i think i can achieve it someday. Thats how big my dream is. Its okay if i didnt get to be one but i want to at least, believe that i can. Dont let any negative thoughts get in your way and try to make the best out of life.

So besides modelling, i always have this dream of becoming an author. Yup i know, this one is kindof lame and boring kan? Haha but yea i would love to try it someday because i love to read english novels and that every book that i read amaze me, like how can the author think of such a plot, such a story, such a character, dont you think it's amazing? Naah, you probably think this is crappy. Those books that i read, i kept them, care for them so that they dont tear or whatever. Thats why i wanna write novels so bad :) Oh dude, i have tonnes other dreams i just cant write them all and im sure you guys do too.

Ps/ Dream that i'm sure every girl has, "I wanna be a successful, powerful, attractive woman and i am gonna marry a charming, good looking, rich man and have his babies" :))