Torn

It's 3 minutes until the clock struck 12 am. Midnight. It's freaking midnight and i still haven't decide about tomorrow. I am torn -,- A friend has asked me out tomorrow. Yea, it's not such a hard thing to do but it kinda IS when it comes to my parents. Well, my parents aren't that bad, they are actually kinda cool tapi i'm just not used to going out with friends and when it is a guy friend, it is a lot 'harder'. I thought about maybe bring my sister along and she could bring one friend and maybe separate later on, but it'll be hard too. But i wanna go though.
Apart from that, my 'former/ex' has invited me to go to his sister's wedding and its hard to say no. Cause he lives just 10 to 15 min away and idk. It sounds pretty lame but try add the "he's not pushing me to go, but it's kinda cool if i could drop by" to the whole situation. Hm, i am just torn. Two of them are good good good friends of mine and i dont know what to do now. Haih.
"To both of you guys, no offense, please cause im on the fence right now. I hope you two will understand the situation im in and whatever it is, i'll let you guys know. I will not just keep quiet and let you two figure out yourself. Aaaa sorry, truly sorry, once again -,-