"I am alright, i know my likes and dislikes, i am funny, i am good looking *well at least i think i am -,- Guys will totally dig me. It wont be hard".
Ever have that thought at the back of your mind before? I know i have. And dont deny it, i know YOU HAVE :P And have you ever thought of how things are actually not as 'a piece of cake' as you always think and dream of? Raise up your hands if you feel the same and as a dork like me? Hm so roughly i see around 165,367 hands?
Ok so here's what happen, I kindof have this 'little' crush on this guy. And it's not like my other crushes that will like terminate in two or three days. It just wont go away. So i am friend with this particular guy and from what ive noticed, he's funny and charming and cute, you know? Well, something like that. But im not really sure if he's into girls like me -,- I mean my hair is short, slightly messy, i wear shorts and shirts at home, what kindof guys dig girls like me? I have his fon numbers and stuff and text him and whatever but sometimes i dont wanna text him too much because im afraid he would think of me as a freak and whatnot :(
However, i try to pull myself together. I dont wanna look stupid chasing a guy who may be not into me at all. I always think the phrase 'Love is Blind' is bullshit and now i know why. Its because, 'Love aint Blind'. Love is just tough. But we can always learn from it. I dont mind if he doesnt feel the same way. He's probably not the one anyways huh? Haha
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